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Coming Home

from Falling by Seeing Spots

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Lit another cigarette and
I watched the ashes fall
Standing there outside the hotel
My back against the wall

And I know you're all worried for me
Ashamed of the failure I turned out to be
Setting your sights, taking your aim
Shifting your weight and dodging the blame
But there is nothing more I care to do to try
and stop your haughty stares
I would only find a waiting cell if I went back there

When I said I was coming home, I lied
I'm twisted up inside
and dying to get out
So I'm gone, I'm putting it in drive
and getting out alive
No backward glances now
You'll never see me again

Going faster down the freeway,
the sun against my face
No direction or incentive
But my own relentless pace

I don't want to stop, maybe I won't
I'll drive till I die, right here on the road
No need to cry, no need to care
Nothing to feel when there's nobody there
Sometimes in the dead of night, I feel as though the walls are closing in
How far will I have to go to free me from my skin?

When I said, I was coming home I lied
I'm twisted up inside
and dying to get out
So I'm gone, I'm putting it in drive
and getting out alive
No backward glances now

I've been having this dream, when I can sleep
That there are weights tied to my feet
The farther I go, the harder it gets
Sinking into my regrets

When I said I was coming home I lied
I'm twisted up inside
and dying to get out
And you'll never see me again
No, no, no

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from Falling, released February 7, 2020

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Seeing Spots Durham, North Carolina

Raised by and around musicians, Sam Heitzer is a singer, songwriter, and one-woman-band. Under the moniker Seeing Spots, she creates thoughtful but accessible story-songs with rock-tinged musical theater influences.

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